April 21, 2018

人在福中不知福。 这应该是形容我这种人吧。 我一向来都觉得自己是个很知足的人,可是有时候往往会把生活中的人与事当作理所当然的。以前这样,现在也一样。以为自己与别人不同,其实也是半斤八两。昨天我把以前的简讯都翻了出来,看了这几年和一些人的对话,才发现其实自己一直都把身边的人当作理所当然的。 多么希望老天能给我多一次机会回到以前,好好地珍惜身边的人,好好享受当年无忧无虑的日子,好好对待真心对我的人。 时光倒流是不可能的。或许我能从现在开始,真心地对待我身边的每一个人。那些一直默默守护我、关心我的朋友们,谢谢你们。我不是完美的,但从现在开始,我一定好好的守护那些对我好的、关心我的。 我一定对你们特别好。 特别的好。 Advertisements

April 17, 2018

I wandered through the streets, passing by the places we used to walk by, hoping to catch a glimpse of her shadow. It was a cold and chilly night, just like the day she…… I shook my head, not wanting to recall the day. The day where she left me, the day where she left … More April 17, 2018

So today is the day where I ask you out instead of waiting for you to ask me out again. Which would probably never happen I practically told you that I just wanted to be friends. And that was 2 months ago. I was an idiot for thinking that we should know each other very … More

“你没事吧?” “没事。该想的事都想过了,该哭的也哭过,还有什么是想不通的呢?之前往往一直纠结于人生许多的未知数 – 那些可能发生,也可能不会发生的事 – 活得很累。明明就是到了该忘了自我的年龄,却整天顾前顾后,怕这怕那。 有时候会后悔自己的一举一动,该放纵自己时就该放纵。扮什么清高,扮什么大方,扮什么坚强?干嘛在意别人对你的目光?该自私的时候就该自私,想要什么就该不惜一切的去追求。我为什么要像每个人一样?我就要我自己而活,不是为了满足你们永无止境的欲望。该笑就笑, 该哭就哭,该爱就爱,该恨就恨。 要敢爱敢恨。 我以前错了,以为别人高兴自己也会快乐,都不尝试寻找真正让我快乐的人和事。有时候又觉得自己不够好,不敢给人承诺。我怎么不够好呢?我现在明白了,对别人而言,我够不够好一点也不重要。只要自己开心,根本就不需要在乎别人。” “所以,你现在快乐吗?”   “快了。”         Been writing a lot on Write.as these days, trying out different styles including writing in Chinese characters. I feel that the fonts offered for free on write.as are very limited and I still kind of prefer WordPress? But … More

06.03.18

As I walked past Hazel’s bedroom, I heard sobs coming from her room. Alarmed, I slowly opened her bedroom door and peered inwards. Little Hazel was curled up like a foetus on her bed, hugging her new teddy bear from the carnival we went earlier in the day. “Darling, what’s wrong? Didn’t you had fun … More 06.03.18

Confused Ramblings

9:52pm I was wondering if you fell asleep or that you just didn’t want to open my message. The one I sent hours ago. Like at 1.10pm, to be specific. I don’t know why it really bothered me so much that I even went though my Instagram’s following’s activity, and I realised you’re very much … More Confused Ramblings

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“Hi girl, how are you doing now!” 4 October 2017. I went back to Nanyang Junior College for the first time after I had entered university. Honestly, it was an impromptu decision. I was just sitting in my first tutorial for the day, staring at the digital clock on the wall in front, thinking about … More Home

A scream rang out in the darkness. Then a peal of laughter. The sound of the waves crashing on the shore. Another peal of laughter. If you squint hard enough, you can probably make out two figures running along the beach, one chasing after the other.   “Stop, you’ve got sand into my shirt!” “Really?” … More

I huddled in a corner, with the cold air from the air-conditioner blasting at my face. I listened to the silence of the night. After a few minutes, I shivered and cocooned myself in the comforts of my blanket. The one I had from my childhood. It’s nights like these that keeps me up till … More